I need to revisit this project. #pokemon #skull #oldproject #illustration #poster #graphicdesign
I love this woman a rather lot. Lovely day in London yesterday with her, even if we did walk around the same area about 50 times before realizing we were going.in circles. #sisterfromanothermister @puddleduckerridge
I’m not even doing work, I’m just stood looking at these photos in the office. Fridays should be banned. #bored #photography #mybumaches #creativityislow
Not very, maybe a little when drunk but a lot of people do say when they first meet me they don’t realize but once they get to know me they can tell.
Bit my lip and full if spots (thank god for filters) but I had a grand time in London with the boys and feeling positive about the future! #happyforonce
Let’s danceeeeeeeee. #whigfiled #saturdaynnight #homo #gay #dancing
So the 5th guy in a row bailed on a date we were meant to be going on. I sort of expected it, it’s happening a lot lately. Plus people keep letting me down. It’s getting to the point now where I can’t rely on anyone. Which is sad. I’m completely on my own in Oxford and when I do try and make friends it fails.
A guy I met ages ago invited me out with him and his friends to celebrate him getting a new job. So I went as I figured I need to get out more. Mistake made. Him and his friends are all 30 onwards, his old friends who are like 40 up just watched me whilst one gushed over me as if I was a piece of meat.
We moved onto the next pub and I was sat outside with him and some of his other friends. A woman walks up to him practically announcing her love for him and she said;
"Don’t you just love him"
And so I replied with “He makes my penis weep”.
A typical me joke to say. Well it was the wrong people to say that in front. They didn’t get the joke and instead ripped into me for about 20 minutes saying I had STDs and called me Leaky Cock. In fact when new friends came over that’s how they introduced me. It was really uncomfortable.
Then they ripped into my hair for ten minutes.
I got up and just left. I have never been humiliated so much in my life.
I hate Oxford. I hate the people. I hate the places. I hate that my friends aren’t here.
I’m going to start looking for jobs in London soon. I don’t feel safe within my job and I dislike the city. Screw it.
Yes I bought child plasters. Yes I intend to wear them if I get a boo boo… And yes I realise I’m a little sad.
ha well thank you. =]